Having the holiday in the middle of the week has me lost in terms of what day it actually is. Today seemed like Monday, but if it was Monday, the kids would be going back to school. Instead, tomorrow is Friday, and then there’s a weekend, and then the kids go back to school.
I’m not ready for it to be 2014, let alone for it be time for the kids to go back to school— for us to go back to the routine that will be our lives until May.
A friend went home today, I wasn’t ready for that either.
I feel as though I’ve been putting off everything I need to do until after the new year, but now that the new year is here, I’m looking for another excuse to continue putting things off. As if I need another excuse ever.
I forced myself to do one end of the year project today. Forced. At least I didn’t whine and complain (outloud), the entire time. Tomorrow I’ll force myself to do another. And then I’ll be happy they’re done, but I still won’t be ready for it to be the new year.
Sigh.
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